Tuesday, October 31, 2006

 

Things are not going well...It's harder than I think...

It's my 10th trial to upload the photos I wanna talk about, too bad, it's still not working. I also encountered some difficulties posting my first entry. Blogger(dot)com sucks like shit or too many bloggers are using this blogger(dot)com thingy? Or simply this fucking blogger(dot)com hates me?

Life's full of obstacles, isn't it? It seems like everything is going against me today, I'm damn pissed and sad. What happened?

I had this Math172 mid-term exam this morning and I've studied and prepared last night. I had full confidence that I'd do well in the exam. I was wrong, the questions were more difficult than I thought. It's not that I didn't know how to solve, time was ticking away as if 1 hour had become 60 nano-seconds. Obviously, I flunked it and I believe there goes by 4.00 GPA for Math172 as well. Shit!!!

I knew that S has a boyfriend but I was in the state of avidya and I just wanted her to be my girl. I did not give a damn, man!!! Luckily, the sweetness of the couples around me (donn & meixin, jon & beelian) woke me up from this state of mind few days ago and I know that it's not right to be a third party and ruin their relationship. I want to forget about her but it's tough. I can't stop my heart from thinking about her, her everything...shit!!! To forget someone I like, it's harder than I think.

Then in World Of Sport, I tried to dribble a small ball on the floor. Guess what??? It bounced back and hit my dick. It was damn painful and I really thought that the ball hated me. Damn shit, man!!! It's really not easy to dribble with a small small, harder than i think.

Fuck man, this is like one of the most fucked up days of my life. Am I a born loser? Was I born to lose? Why can't I excel and become the best in something? Why am I so uncool? Why am I so lame?

 

My buddies...Yeah...

A not very long time ago, in a galaxy not really far, far away....

It all began with ZERO friends when I first came to Taylor's ADP (All Day Party...my foot lar...it's american degree program), lonely, I was. The only thing I could do was to go home, dota in bs3 and feed the pros like shit. Sienzzz... right???


Couple of weeks later, these asses stepped into my life...

From left to right, me, dota-pro eric, anime-freak eugene and 24/7-blur risheng....
We attended Mr Bridgestone's (Taya) MATH 171 class in the first sem where we started our frienship.

Eric...He's funny, sometimes sarcastic, sometimes damn cocky(proud of his KOF and DotA skills). He's very serious when homework is concerned. A smart ass, he is. As you can see in this photo, he's talking cock like fucking hell he knew a lot. He loves beef, yes. Most of our visits to Salmon Steak Restaurant, he took Black Pepper Beef. Shit, I'm making myself hungry now!!!

Eugene, the guy in white nipple-protuding(not in pic) long sleeve top, is an anime freak. Don't believe me??? Check out his pendrive and handphone, you will see anime pictures and theme songs. He's damn cute, look at the photo, cute right??? He has a girl back in his hometown, malacca, quite pretty but not my cup of tea, hehe...Guess what, he knows my cousins. They are from the same high school in malacca, this world is small isn't it???

RiSheng, holding the pen, trying to poke the camera lens...
About Him:
1. BLUR
2. BLUR
3. BLUR
Yeah, he's blur, blurrer than the visibility in Kuching during the hazy days(thx indonesia for giving me a good comparison). BUT, he has a girlfriend, her name is Angeline. There is one time I saw his personal message on MSN, "An ANGEL stole my heart but I forgive her..."
When you stop being blur, I'll buy you 10 lingchikang!!!

Then I started to notice the girls sitting in front of us in Math 171. They are angie, beverly and cindy (ehh..ABC, now I only notice...wtf).

Angie aka angie goddess aka buttercup...what you see is not what you think. She's showing eleven like how the LaLaMuis show 1-10 when they are taking photos but she's not one of them. She hates them and she doesn't like to be labelled. Don't call her a goth, thanks. A nice and observant girl, she is, so I think she'll be one hell of a psychologist. She helped me a lot with my lab reports and especially during the moments when I'm down.
A fucking good audience, you are, angie, you rock!!!

Beverly aka blossom...she's cute and likes to do what you see in the photo. She always reminds me of those little kids' expressions when they are pissed. Hahaha!!!

Cindy aka babycindy aka bubbles...see, she's so cute that even when she frowns she's still very cute...wtf...Cutest girl I have ever seen in my life, so it's not wrong for us to name her as bubbles(from powerpuff girls). If you don't believe me, you can see her in person at Taylor's ADP lobby. Free admission!!!

Then in my ENGL101 class in the first sem, I got to know tzelee and hugo...
TzeLee(in orange, yay!!!), is a poor guy who has his name mistakenly pronounced. First, Ms Mary of ENGL101 called him Jackson, now Ms Marianne of MAG CAFE calls him Jackson as well. Then, Ms Ng of MATH110 calls him "silly" (tzelee), wtf man... What's worse, now he's nicknamed by us as tic-tac because of...okok...you're upgraded, now, you're hacks... A car freak, he is one hell of, that goes GAH GAH over toyota supra and his volkswagon beetle...He also gets nipplelized...hahahahaha......

Hugo, I dont' have his photo, sorry hugo... I'll put yours when I get it... This guy is hilarious,
feel good with him around. On the surface, he looks childish, but don't judge a book by its cover, he's not shallow as what I thought. His English is damn good as well, got his short story published in one of the book by MPH, somemore, he's the scriptwriter of our LAN movie, chun like shit man...

Then this indian guy joined our gang after being introduced by goddess...

Shamal aka emo guy aka si emo always chills with us at Mag Cafe. Quiet and emo are the best words to desribe him. Sometimes he's funny as well, especially when he's teased and insulted by goddess. He'd try to fight back but always lost to her. HAHAHA...

Then as we merged our group with yugi's group, these people were added in my buddylist!!! YAY!!!!! Glad like shit to meet them...(L~R) cool and quiet donn, his girl mei xin, pinky, bee lian, and beelover jon.

Donn, this guy is cool and a lil' bit fat, as you can see in the photo. He's a nice guy, a pyro-technician. He plays with fire, cool like shit, right???

Mei Xin, best described as the world's best girlfriend. She makes something for his boyfriend, Donn, on their monthly anniversary, nice like shit, right? She even threw him a birthday party at Swenson's, Subang Parade on 3 November 2006, a day after his birthday. And on his birthday, as beelian, pinky, jon , she and I were chilling around in beelian's car, she suddenly thought of buying an ice-cream cake. No doubt, she bought it and we sent it to him. Fucking romantic, man!!!

Pinky aka Jassvinder is a model. She's a hot punjabi (doesn't mean that other punjabis are not hot). She likes to hug very much, I guess. Yeah, before I forget, she has an aerosmith-wings-tatoo on her back, chun like shit!!!

Bee Lian aka Bee loves jon so much that she misses him badly when he's not around, wtf...She gets bored, really bored, very bored, fucking bored, when jon spends too much time on foosball when she's around (jon, get what i'm saying???).
Dun forget to switch off the lights of your car, bee lian...
Dun worry too much when you have buddies like us, chill...


Jon aka Jonathan aka wangemofooser aka beelover is the cutest guy I've seen in this world (I'm not a brokeback). He's sohai-sohai but still sensitive, unlike those fucking sohais. He loves Bee Lian very much and I've heard their stories, romantic and touchy like shit, chill.... He's a fooser(foosball freak), as I said, he's sohai-sohai, his snake shots can become passings, passings can turn into shots or even goals. Like this guy very much especially when he says,"chhillllll...."
Thank you for saying chhillll when I need to "chill first"...

These are my buddies that I always hang around with. I believe I'm the luckiest man on earth as I have the privilege to get to know them. I love you guys and girls!!!! Those friends that are not mentioned in this entry, I'm sorry, you will always have a place in my heart...


lingchikang=> RM1
"low quality" light sabre=> RM20
"high quality" light sabre=> RM100
nissan skyline z-tuned=>USD170,000
ferrari=>USD(a lot)
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friendship=>RM0
priceless!!!



Sunday, October 29, 2006

 

Newbie is in da house....

I've been reading blogs for the past few days. Read some good blogs that reflect the authors', alright, alright, bloggers' lives and personalities. And some shit that happened to me recently make me feel like blogging. I was thinking of joining the piles-of-shit blog (jon's and his friends') then I found out that I can blog for free with blogger(dot)com. So this is my maiden voyage to the unknown side of me as I think that writing blogs, yeah, yeah, BLOGGING, can help me explore the less known side of me, the Dark Side perhaps. Hehe...

Things you will see in my BLOG...

  1. lots of bad words...serious...
  2. pictures...no nude though...
  3. simple English that is not even the standard of primary schools, so strictly no fancy and difficult English...
  4. Manglish...yeah...proud of it...
  5. grammatical mistakes...
  6. jay chou, cars, StarWars, and chicks(???)
This is my blog so, fuck, I dun give. I'll fucking blog whatever I want, ain't nobody is gonna manipulate what I wanna blog. I'll just Blog My Ass Off!!! So my parents, this space is mine, no right, you have, to campur tangan... I am me, the man I call MaDCaT...

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